Move on?

I was married at the age of 18, well he looks good and hot too and works at Indian Airlines. As I was getting married so early, a little excitement for new life (especially these movies make us to feel like this). And, we got hitched (a new trending word in internet).

The very first day started, I gave him bed coffee and touched him on his shoulder to make him up and get ready for office but he gave me a serious look and straight away went to take shower. Not even touched breakfast which I prepared and he left shutting the door. I didn't understood what’s wrong with me and he didn’t even uttered a single word. As he left, I continued with my work in cleaning. The clock strucked at 8 pm and kept waiting for him to have supper together. But he didn’t arrived on time, I waited for 2 more hours and I fell asleep on the dining table itself. I have woken as I was interrupted with doorbell at 12.30 am. I opened the door and it was him and he came in and went to sleep. I have no idea if I am doing wrong or he has any problem with me.

It continued for 1 week and it was Sunday finally and he was at home. As I wanted to clear the matter, I was asked him if anything was wrong with me, he said nothing. I was irritated and walked into the bedroom. I shut the door as if I gave him tight slap.

Then he came in, sat beside me and shared his past relationship which was for 4 years and how it was broken. He said, he was not able to move on and not ready to accept another girl and only for the sake of his parents, he agreed for marriage. Well, I cant help him for past which was already done but he can move on and start new life and I pleaded him so. But I found no change.

By today, we have completed 5 years, still we had no change in our life. Sometimes, I feel like I was only married to prepare breakfast, lunch or dinner and for household things.

Hope one fine day, he will change and move on…..

I am still waiting…❤